29th February 2012

Wow...just now I talked to my loved one and he made this date so special. This date has come 6 times in my past years, never felt its significance till today. Although with him each day is a special one. But this day would come after 4 years. And you know what the next four years would be so full of love and care. I would like to promise you on this day, that wherever in the world I may be I would surely come to spend some time with you on this day specially. With each leap year I can see our friendship growing stronger. There is nothing that can stop our love our concern for each other to stagnate, it can only grow.

I wish to make each day worth remembering for you. So that when you look back you can say, "Ah! Those were some beautiful days."

This rose would stay with me forever and this smile would too :)
The base is yellow signifying our friendship and on which our love has grown in green and red. Probably that white signifies the tears or the emotions that is holding our love intact :)
Love You Forever!

The Future

Today, I am sitting beside my one year old kid. He has those glittering eyes, the two most beautiful eyes. My husband is out for work and am thinking here what my past five years have been like. Am I happy? Yes. I have a loving hubby, so are my in-laws. Though we stay away from them but they are very caring. My day starts with either Payas crying early morning or when he is in deep sleep I slowly get up kiss my hubby's forehead and rush to the kitchen, making breakfast before my little family gets up. Then all the daily chores. The day starts at 6  sometimes 7. But it never ends at a fix time.

I quit job to take care of my baby, a year and a half back. I have been married two years back to the one I wished to and to everyone's surprise it was an arranged marriage. I couldn't have asked for more as my better half is possibly the perfect one for me. He is from the same field as I am, though much more higher on intellectual level than me. But somehow he is tolerating me ;)

Each Sunday is a special one. Yes he gets me something or the other, surprises me and I couldn't ask for more.
Now it feels like I have attained Moksha, the feeling of complete satisfaction, when all your wishes; the big ones are fulfilled. But is it truly the way I wanted it to be? Or I still miss something?

Two years, yes it been two years since I got married. Just after I completed my MBA and was into a job for few months. The two years of my post graduation have been the best days, fun filled, friend filled. I did everything that I ever wished for. Hanging out with friends, gossiping into the wee hours, sneaking out, going to the disc, boozing, every damn thing you can name of. Then came the last day when it all had to end. It was sad but I knew where I would be landing, I knew I was safe. It ended. I got engaged.

That was a new beginning after all. And here I am. I don't know whom to thank. Blessing with Payas, making me re-live each day, his smile rejuvenating me, his naughtiness re-energizing me, and his eyes reminding me that he is always with me :)

The Daily Chronicles: l'amour de ma vie

The Daily Chronicles: l'amour de ma vie: The early morning freshness, The smile that comes up the moment you get up and sticks there for the whole day, The next moment you check ...

The Daily Chronicles: l'amour de ma vie

The Daily Chronicles: l'amour de ma vie: The early morning freshness, The smile that comes up the moment you get up and sticks there for the whole day, The next moment you check ...

our first "mensiversary"

Its 26th of February.
It feels like its been so long that we know each other and at the same time it feels like its been just a couple of days back that I met him.
The more I know you the more I fall in love with you.
Each day from that day at JLF 22nd January had been so beautiful...you looked dashing that day..forgot to tell you, had seen you after so long. Fell in love with you again :)
Next we met on 29th Jan , watched Agneepath...the coke sharing love story.
Then on 31st jan , bought bangles for di and mum...later the cafe lounge and the card and the chocolate and the rose :)
Then on 14th Feb :) ;) my bangles, heart shaped chocolate and our first hug and kiss(es) :)
Then on 18th 19th and 20th Feb, college fest....its a complete novel cant write in brief ;)


Now according to the new resolution, we'll celebrate one week each month :)

my V(ery special) DAY

Hey

Could you just believe it I celebrated my first Vday!!?? I know its unbelievable but yessss I spent those most beautiful 40-50min with my someone special :) 

I somehow managed to trick mumma in letting me go out. I reached the restaurant very near to my place, never been there before but it was again a beautiful place to be like our first one. I went in and we sat , I was sitting far away ;) I know it was stupid of me but I was scared..after a few minutes I became normal. Then we sat close by. And from that moment I was going red, blushing, nervous, etc etc..

Then I told him to open the gift I had got, he liked it. It was a pen (WE). Then he asked what I wanted? I said, nothing. He was like it cant be so! and I was like noooo!! Not again!! ( Cause I get very emotional when I get gifts).

You know what did he get???!!! BANGLES!!! Aww , its so cute na..They are just so lovely, made up of wood, green n brown :) He made me wore them with his own hands :) I was soooo happy :)))

Felt like hugging him.

Then we sat holding hands. It was such a gratifying moment. Cant describe it in words even.

Then came my second gift :O yesss!! A Chocolate Heart!! wow :)

We ate a lil part of that heart. This moment reminded me when we shared the coke while watching Agneepath, that time too I had thought will this sharing make our love grow :)

So I was all mesmerized by his presence. I said those three words which for so long i had kept in my heart. I had to say it three times to make them audible to him :P

Then we snuggled for a second :)

After few more minutes it was time to leave and he was already sad.

He wanted another 5 minutes. Then we got up, I had thought I would hug him while leaving, but he came up with a better idea, we got into the lift. We hugged. IT WAS AMAZING. I WAS SPELLBOUND. HE SAID, I LOVE YOU! Ahhh that feel in his voice, I could die to hear that again :) 

After that hug I was barely conscious. For a moment I felt I was numb or  flying or dying or in heaven. I could have just collapsed and fallen but he was holding me. He kissed on my cheeks my lips,on my neck and I was dead. I kissed him all over his face on his eyes. Then we smooched, I don't remember it how was it cos I was completely out of senses by then. I just didn't want it to end :)))

I was blushing red. 

We came out, He came near my activa and touched my face to say bbye, it was so cute again :))) . 

I was back home. Was unable to concentrate on anything, still am missing him.

How amazing a day could be?! Wish I could write more. Wish that the clock sweep back and get stuck at the time when he was holding me. I just wish :)))

my BF

I know him from past three years. But never had a chance to know him from such depth. And when I am knowing him it is hard to hold my feelings back for him.There were a few twist in the story before I actually got to know him.

It started with his college fest. He was my ex roomate's friend. The first interaction which I had was breif, he came to see me off to a bus. I felt out and out gratitude for him for all the efforts he took to arrange that bus cos he barely knew me. I was sitting in the bus smiling. The first smile he gave me. I called up my roomie to tell her to thank him. She said that I can do it on my own and forwarded me his number. The very next moment I messaged him thanking him. I don't remember what was his reply. I don't remember now if I messaged him anything else. It ended there. 

I don't remember how and when did we exchange our e-mail ids. I just know I liked him before I met him cos of my roomie, as she always used to talk about her friends. And when I met him it was pretty obvious I would like him. I did.

Then he became a part time boyfriend of my room-mate ( yes cos she never valued him, and I felt bad for him, so many times I stopped myself from telling him the reality that she doesn't care for him, but I didn't want to hurt him anyhow ) . We used to chat once in a while and always when I had some work. I knew he'll help me out. And he always did. They broke up but he still loved her. I couldn't console him. 

Few days back I got to know that my room-mate has broken up with her latest bf I had no courage to tell him cos I didn't want to know if he still had feelings for her, and ruining the only chance I had if in case he got back to her. I don't know when this liking for him unknowingly grew within me, and when I finally decided I wont let him go this time. And from a friend now he is my BF yes he is my boy friend, he is my best friend forever.

Am writing this cos am missing him and I can't call him cos he is out with his parents on southern trip. And just now he messaged me that he crossed a flower shop and felt like giving orchids to me.. hehe..He is so cute.

We had a short and sweet date a few days back 31st January. It was such an overwhelming experience. He knew what I had in my mind, he knew everything. I got my first Red Rose :) :D . A Chocolate. A beautifully written card with his self made prose (he writes such amazing things in Hindi  :O ). With all these love laden gifts and a pastry I came back with an everlasting smile which he induced in me by his presence, that too permanently. 

All day we keep messaging each other. His every message leaves me awing, blushing, making me go red every time he writes (Every time it feels like it feels like I want to be there with you.). 

That's all I can write for now.

He has just made me his fan, am kinda bowled over , am all gaga over him. And when I don't think of him I think of him. 

Day 2

Although its much more about day one.

In the night some unexpected thing happened that made me cry.

I was sad, couldn't sleep.

Waited eagerly for a new sunrise.

 

And it was better way better than D1.

Just that i didn't study.

I caught up with an old friend whom at one point of time I gave my heart, and he fled..now can laugh over it. 

Life stood still reverted 3 years back from this day.

And suddenly his ping made me nervous. But as of now his intentions are to apologize for what he did.

He was forgiven the moment he pinged. All I pray now is for no further complications in my small world that I am in, filled with love and smiles.

 

I hope it ends peacefully. I don't want myself to be part of another adventurous game life is hinting me to.

I have had enough.

Tomorrow is what I look forward to make it beautiful with the one I want and in the way I wish.

God give me strength!

Don't take away my smile so soon.