Today, I am sitting beside my one year old kid. He has those glittering eyes, the two most beautiful eyes. My husband is out for work and am thinking here what my past five years have been like. Am I happy? Yes. I have a loving hubby, so are my in-laws. Though we stay away from them but they are very caring. My day starts with either Payas crying early morning or when he is in deep sleep I slowly get up kiss my hubby's forehead and rush to the kitchen, making breakfast before my little family gets up. Then all the daily chores. The day starts at 6 sometimes 7. But it never ends at a fix time.
I quit job to take care of my baby, a year and a half back. I have been married two years back to the one I wished to and to everyone's surprise it was an arranged marriage. I couldn't have asked for more as my better half is possibly the perfect one for me. He is from the same field as I am, though much more higher on intellectual level than me. But somehow he is tolerating me ;)
Each Sunday is a special one. Yes he gets me something or the other, surprises me and I couldn't ask for more.
Now it feels like I have attained Moksha, the feeling of complete satisfaction, when all your wishes; the big ones are fulfilled. But is it truly the way I wanted it to be? Or I still miss something?
Two years, yes it been two years since I got married. Just after I completed my MBA and was into a job for few months. The two years of my post graduation have been the best days, fun filled, friend filled. I did everything that I ever wished for. Hanging out with friends, gossiping into the wee hours, sneaking out, going to the disc, boozing, every damn thing you can name of. Then came the last day when it all had to end. It was sad but I knew where I would be landing, I knew I was safe. It ended. I got engaged.
That was a new beginning after all. And here I am. I don't know whom to thank. Blessing with Payas, making me re-live each day, his smile rejuvenating me, his naughtiness re-energizing me, and his eyes reminding me that he is always with me :)
I quit job to take care of my baby, a year and a half back. I have been married two years back to the one I wished to and to everyone's surprise it was an arranged marriage. I couldn't have asked for more as my better half is possibly the perfect one for me. He is from the same field as I am, though much more higher on intellectual level than me. But somehow he is tolerating me ;)
Each Sunday is a special one. Yes he gets me something or the other, surprises me and I couldn't ask for more.
Now it feels like I have attained Moksha, the feeling of complete satisfaction, when all your wishes; the big ones are fulfilled. But is it truly the way I wanted it to be? Or I still miss something?
Two years, yes it been two years since I got married. Just after I completed my MBA and was into a job for few months. The two years of my post graduation have been the best days, fun filled, friend filled. I did everything that I ever wished for. Hanging out with friends, gossiping into the wee hours, sneaking out, going to the disc, boozing, every damn thing you can name of. Then came the last day when it all had to end. It was sad but I knew where I would be landing, I knew I was safe. It ended. I got engaged.
That was a new beginning after all. And here I am. I don't know whom to thank. Blessing with Payas, making me re-live each day, his smile rejuvenating me, his naughtiness re-energizing me, and his eyes reminding me that he is always with me :)
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